Wednesday, September 21, 2011

OTAK PANAS =='

tengah main game tadi . tetibe je .my officemate and i was talking about marriage. the kind of marriage we imagine ours will be.
dang.i wrote exactly the same topic somewhere sometime before here. what to do. pompuan.

i told her that i just want a small ceremony after akad nikah.
and maybe a small kenduri, just enough to feed one's stomach for a few hours. bihun goreng maybe.
tak ada sesi ambil gambar tukar baju berpasang-pasang.

so that means a small invitation will do.
bermaksud, i dont have to invite hundreds and hundreds of people. ikut kemampuan.
right? kalau dah tengah belajar, mampu apanya nak buat majlis?

'then kenapa nak buat majlis kalau tak mampu?tak payahlah kahwin dulu!'

that's a must have question kalau saya cakap saya nak kahwin.

i dont have to elaborate here. banyak lagi blog lain yang cerita pasal kebaikan khitbah, nikah gantung.
i dont intend to berceramah.

but what will happen if i decided to menikah, and invited only a few of my friends over.
sebab tak cukup duit.
and then when some of my uninvited friends know about this, they'll go 'tak ada angin tak ada ribut tetiba dah nikah.what actually happened?'

kalau yang bernikah kecil-kecilan diam-diam tu pakai eg. tudung labuh dan pasangannya pakai songkok aji, they'll say nothing.
meanwhile, kalau yang pakai tudung tak berapa nak labuh dan pasangannya pun tak pernah pakai songkok dan kerjanya asek je ke hulu ke hilir berdating, they'll say something.

jadi, mestikah wedding tu kena besar and planned a year earlier supaya orang tak kata pasangan yang bernikah itu bernikah sebab perempuan itu dah terlanjur?

sometimes i feel like cursing the celebrities for making glamorous wedding ceremonies sampaikan orang yang tak berkemampuan pun sanggup berhutang sebab nak konon-konon glam masa kahwin.
ye lah. kahwin tu sekali seumur hidup kan?

what happens to orang yang kerjanya asek je sambung belajar dan belajar yang belum lagi ada pendapatan sendiri tapi nak bernikah? ye lah.umur dah lanjut. berkawan dah lama. kerjanya tiap-tiap tahun asek je pergi wedding orang.

nak mengelakkan maksiat ye? apekata pergi break up dulu, esok dah habis belajar, dah kerja, cari balik boipren dulu tu, terus kahwin? takdelah maksiat bagai.
get real. do you really think that is logic, and an assurance that nothing worse will happen?

haih. ni marah kat sape ni? dah pergi baca jurnal sana.

DILARANG MEMBEBEL ! IM NOT A KID OKAY ?

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.
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I wonder why is it so bloody hard to log into my twitter account. Is it only just me, or everyone else?
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It's another no-do weekend. Maksud kata, weekend yang tiada aktiviti selain in-house activities:
eg: membasuh, menjemur, mengangkat, melipat, menyapu, mengemas, menonton, meng-online, bermain game, tidur, memblog, mem-facebook, membaca majalah dan akhbar yada yada.

And it is FREAKIN AWESOME!!!!

Bayangkan, sepanjang minggu anda mahu buat itu semua, tapi setiap kali anda balik kerja,
all you can do is, just stare at the dusty floor, put down all you files and bags, take a shower, eat and sleep.
haha.

I am totally recharged! But sadly it's morning already :(

Dan my crave towards roti bakar is...haih.susah nak cakap.
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I'll be starting my new routine back as a student this september 28th.

I have plans made for my career development.
I (maybe) have plans made for my assets and financial development.
And I have to restructure back my plans for life.

But getting married at the age of 27 is still relevant.
Saya akan memperjuangkannya.Yeah!
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I spent my afternoon by reading my magazined. Old ones, new ones.
I watched 'The Social Network' and I am amazed by the story.
It's hard to figure out which part or which scene yang saya betul-betul suka.
Or maybe I just like the entire movie. Period.

Dan saya menyelongkar kotak magazine saya.
Saya jumpa Time edisi October 4th, when I first know about the movie.
I am really amazed by how a movie about the development of a website can be soooooo interesting.
My eyes are pinned at the screen, not wanting to miss every single second of it.

Wah. Bunyi pun ada persis promo cerita 2 alam. HAHA.

in the end of the interview (between Time mag dengan fincher & sorkin; the director dan screenwriter):
Time: So is the sequel the Twitter movie? Am I the 18th person to make that joke?
Sorkin: It's not a joke anymore. I just read yesterday, they're making a movie about the guys who invented Google.

walaweiii. They make lots of money from things we do everyday.
Takde ke orang kita nak buat cerita pasal....um...anyam ketupat ke? (can't think of anything more traditional yet regularly done)

OK. Then, after saya baca apa yang sorkin tu cakap, saya teringat pasal an article i read today. Can't remember from which newspaper. Entah b harian ke metro. About a female engineer working with Google. The youngest.

You see, after I watched the social network, i quickly realized.
These guys, I mean, these people, they have created massive success at such a young age.

Dan saya?
I'm 20 and I'm....(almost) nothing?

Dan kemudian saya teringat, a friend said to me (lebih kurang camni lah),
"Sue, aku tau, kau ni orang yang hebat. Kau takkan habis kat sini je," (referring to my career development).

Terus je semangat jadi berkobar-kobar.
The only thing is, I just have to figure out, what is it that I want to succeed in?
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I guess this entry is all about Time mag. Haha.

November 22nd edition is about the 50 best inventions of 2010.
Dan satu perkara yang menarik - legal marijuana.

Saya sangat tertarik bagaimana mereka boleh me-legal-kan penjualan marijuana sebagai ubat.
Saya tak tahu lah dekat Malaysia ni dah ada ke belum. Mungkin dah ada, cuma saya je yang tak tahu.

The first thing that came up to my mind after reading the (lebih kurang) 6-page article is,
"This is really big business".

Seriously, terutama lepas saya baca yang Jenelise Robinson tu ada jual lemon bars dan macaroons.
Dan ala bukak cafe, jual makanan, yang mengandungi marijuana, secara legal!

This is really interesting. Really really interesting.
But needs a lot of studies, a lot of researches and counter researches and references.

And by the wayyyyyyyy, back to the point.
Inventions.

Ada banyak inventions. Semuanya interesting. SERIOUS. Jet pack lah. spray on fabric lah.lab grown lungs. faster growing salmon. etc etc. Benda-benda yang kita sangka hanya wujud dalam cerita James Bond sahaja. Tapi dah dimaterialised kan. And it'll be out, soon!

Satu invention: The straddling bus.
Sebuah bas dengan kelebaran dua lane jalan, tempat duduk di tingkat atas dan ruang di bawah tu untuk kereta lain lalu.

saya teringat satu dialog dalam cerita 2012: "Only the chinese can do it,"
Nice.
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OK lah. TIDO,.

Sekian, wassalam.

Monday, September 19, 2011

WHAT I'VE THINK ? haa,,sangat cepatkan saya menaip ?

oh ya , maybe it's not too late saying happy eid-fitri to all of you guys .

hmm,let's start taking diz issue seriously .


i have some pretty clear ideas over my justifications of certain things in life.not saying they are 100% true.but let's say it is one form of a brain exercise for my almost washed-out brain. and i may want to keep this forever so that i know how many of my brain cells have evolved in making my life more meaningful. and oh, there may be some 'ouch!' here and there. so i apologize. but do read those with an open mind okay peeps?

1) why i don't think lepaking after futsal,jogging , aerobic so and so  is not the best idea for some people.
i don't say that it is not a good idea (to play safe). it's probably a good idea to mingle since we're meeting friends in a large crowd, reminiscing good old days in the healthiest state of mind and body. but what actually happens during the whole period of lepaking? you burnt some calories sooo hard during futsal, and you gained them back by eating roti telur and teh tarik. worse thing could happen, esp to those with risk of cardiovascular disease - family history, lifestyle, eating pattern. that's a good kickstart by losing those fat during play, but then when your body was busy doing their burning thingy, you introduce their good old friends - the fat you consumed. and there's another good friend - cigarette. and then came the long hours of chitchatting before u came home late, slept late, woke up late being not productive wasting the whole morning sleeping yada yada. boyfriends and husbands and friends of boyfriends and husbands, understand the females before saying they're controlling your life. they are helping you to gain your consciousness since you lost yours. agreed ?

2) why i think SOME branded stuffs are worth buying
designer's clothes, shoes, handbags? worth buying IF ONLY you can afford one. I don't mean only sons and daughters of the rich ppl can buy them. you work hard, you save your money so that in the end of the month, you can buy your dream blouse, shoes, or handbags. It is not wrong, because it is YOUR money and you earn it. No one can tell you it's wrong, and if they do, they might be jealous of you. Simple. This became an issue for me when (1) you use your parents money to buy your dream branded stuffs, and (2) you spent all or most of your monthly saving for those stuffs, without any saving for the rainy days, and (3) you even have to loan for it. (cars and houses are not included. it took forever to save all your money to buy assets in cash).
personally, some branded items eg undergarments, watches etc are worth buying. despite having to buy them 4 or 5 times in a year, you can save up by buying only once or twice in a year. plus the comfortableness too. (my sisters and i enjoy buying some items and we only have to buy it once a year, unless we want more of it, which is not necessary)

3) why i think having a business is essential
i know my friends and i are still young at age. many of us may think that it is still too early to talk about business. but there are some of them who are really into this matter. yes, true that we need to start young. so that we will have time for failure, and time to get up once again and rebuild and improvise what needed to be improvised. for me, having a business is not only for extra cash to spend, but for my children if somehow, global stagflation occurs. and if (God forbid) my children are destined to be not so successful in the path they have chosen, they still have something functioning to work on, for them and for their kids. having a property plays the same role, but it is quite hard to earn one these days.

4) why i think high CGPAs don't really mean much to me
I don't say high CGPAs are not good. They work really well especially when you have the whole package with you - the ability to persuade, the ability to get technical jobs done, and the ability to communicate with different type pf people. I was not a bright student. my cgpa is a little above average. but i was, and still am proud of myself because i got hired the moment i left university. let's look at this at the bright side, what happened to me at that time. I struggled so that i can keep up with my grades (i even flunked some papers and repeated one), and at the same time, i was active in some extra curricular activities. what my interviewer saw among the certificates i enclosed during interview was only the letter i received regarding one time i got selected to represent the country for one program. my cgpa? as long as they are not poor. go ask anyone in the industry, what do they feel about grades, if you don't believe me. but high CGPAs mean a lot when you're getting yourself into the research and academic field. but you still need communication skills, as you don't want your students to sleep in class while you talk.

5) he totally change . i want him back .i know he hiding something from me . herh . ignore it . sumpah ! i hate this situation .

that's all for now lah.too much complaining nanti muntah pulak.tata .

UNISEL OR PC SOFT THAT U LOVE MORE ??

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera.
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Saya: I really wanted to tell you earlier, but I was scared.

si polan: I know. I understand. Sooner or later you'll tell me. This is the decision you have to make not just because you don't want people to be sad or what, but because this is what you want to do in life.

Imagine we're wailing on a boat. You are tumpang-ing the boat because you are going to your destination, only that your destination is not the same as mine.
As a friend, I feel really happy for you because you decided to further your study. Not many people have the chance to do so.
And as a friend, of course I feel sad. I have a team, but I have nobody inside my team. You and hazrul,fahmi also are leaving the company. And I have to familiarize with my new team member. I watched you improved a lot since the first day you started working here.

Saya: Honestly, I've started to like my job more now. It's just that it happened that I have to register on January 2012. I know you're having hard times because we're short of staff, and 2012 is coming.

si polan: It's okay. I can handle that, although it's hard. Only that, as a friend, you should have told me earlier so that I can be prepared and not having this kind of shock right now.

Percayalah, perbualan itu sangat memberi kesan kepada saya sepanjang saya di opis tadi .
Seorang bos muda yang pada mulanya saya tidak gemari tetapi merupakan seorang yang amat inspiring.
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Pagi tadi saya beriadah di kawasan sekitar pejabat saya,
dan berselisih dengan :

Seorang lelaki bercermin mata hitam dan memakai handsfree kit.

Saya berasa gembira kerana keadaan itu sangat sangat sangat jarang ditemui di kawasan itu. Not even by me.

Selalunya, orang jalan menonong je kan . muka ketat. Tidak menggunakan handsfree.

Sejuk mata menengoknya.haha. yada.yada.
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Sekian, wassalam.


hei . kakak was here :)